Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Hot mess

That's me. Hot fucking mess. I can't get it together today.
Hubs left for a business trip this morning. Won't be back til Sunday. I have to get through beta's without him. And quite frankly.... I'm not feeling too hopeful today.
I've cried several times today. Once in the shower.... Sobs.

I'm sitting in the parking lot of my work. Trying to pull myself together. Hopefully it's busy so my mind will be occupied for a few hours.

12 comments:

  1. I thought being a hot mess was a good thing? Seriously though, im sorry your upset and feeling like crap today. When is your beta? I am keeping my fingers crossed for you and I hope you will have great news to share with him.

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  2. Awww. Sending you big hugs :( Keep up the hope. We're all here for you.

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  3. Sending positive cheerful vibes your way!!

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  4. Awe Jes, I can only hope you are a hot knocked up mess! You are 17dpo? That is a crazy late beta! When is the test?

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  5. So sorry about this girl! And that hubby had to leave. Sending you a huge hug!

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  6. Hang in there! I'm hoping that you're a pregnant hot mess! I know that I was just before my beta!

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  7. Sending hugs and hopeful thoughts your way!

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  8. :( Sorry to hear you are struggling today! Hugs. Hope your evening gets better.

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  9. I'm sorry you're feeling such a mess today. Sending you hugs and good vibes!

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