Friday, February 10, 2012

FML

its over. beta today was 18. i am to stop all meds.

wish my hubs was here. im destroyed.

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  1. I am so very, very sorry. I went through this in December and the pain is truly awful but please know that I am thinking about you and sending lots of good thoughts your way. (HUG)

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  2. I'm sorry hun. My heart is aching for you. Sending you big hugs and love. xoxo

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  3. I'm so very sorry Jes. Wishing I could hug you. I do understand how very much this baby was wanted by you. This just really sucks!

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  4. I am so sorry to read this. This is so unfair.

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  5. I am so sorry. Thinking warm thoughts and sending hugs your way!

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  6. Oh no :( I'm so so sorry. I know nothing I can say right now will help. I'm just so sad for you. Is there anyone you can call to come be with you? Family? Friends? I hate the thought of you being alone. Sending you lots of love and hugs xo

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  7. Oh I'm so sorry honey, and even more sorry that your hubs is away. I hope you have some friends or family close by that can comfort you, please don't isolate yourself. If nothing else we're all here for you. Again, I'm so sorry.

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  8. No. I am so sorry. This is the worst. :(

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  9. So, so sorry. :*( It's so sad and unfair.

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  10. chemical pregnancies are the worst! They have the word pregnancy in them, but are soooooooooooooo disappointing. My heart goes out to you. Please do something extra special for yourself this weekend. Mani/pedi, margarita, whatever!

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  11. I am so sorry. Big hugs to you, you are in my prayers.

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  12. Damn! I am so sorry. I was really hoping for you!

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  13. Oh Jes I'm so very sorry. Wishing we could be there to give you a huge hug.

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  14. No, no, no. I am so sorry. I am sorry that this is happening, sorry that your hubs is away, and sorry for how godamn unfair this is. I wish I could change things and make it easier for you. My thoughts are with you. Take care of yourself. Sending your great big hugs and lots of love.

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  15. I am so so sorry! Sending love and hoping your hubby is able to hug you very soon.

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  16. (((((Big hugs)))))) I hope you've got someone to be there with you as you process this information. I was so hoping for you too! I am so so so sorry :-(

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  17. Sending my hugs! I am so sorry this is happening.

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  18. Oh, dear Jes... I am so, so very sorry. This completely sucks and is so incredibly unfair. You were in my prayers all week, and you continue to be in my thoughts as you go through this. I am imagining how you are feeling right now, and it breaks my heart. If you need anything from your friends in blogland, don't hesitate to reach out. I wish I could give you a big hug! Keep your head up, sister... lots and lots of love is being sent your way. XOXO

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