nope. still here. just nothing really to say. here is an update. bullet point style ;)
* results came back from our bloodwork. all within normal levels. i was happy and sad at the same time. YAY! i dont have an auto-immune disease. or choromosomal abnormalities. or any other crazy thing happening. BOO! i dont have an auto-immune disease. or choromosomal abnormalities. or any other crazy thing happening. so what the fuck gives. same for DH. all normal.
*mid october i called to schedule my hysteroscopy and endometrial biopsy. the nurse asked if dh and i had been having "unprotected intercourse". my answer was "umm.... yeah". she said we had to wait until af came around again. seriously. i think we might be ok. whatever.
*when af was 6 days late i called to seeif i could get in for bloodwork.... they asked if i had POAS. "No."
they asked me to POAS and call 3 days later if she still hadn't showed. i had pee sticks in the house from ivf #3. so the next morning as a good girl, i POAS using FMU. before i looked at the test, i wiped, and there she was. fucking bitch.
*so i called to schedule my hysteroscopy. which of course gets scheduled for the most annoying time possible.... so many work conflicts. but, whatever.
*hysteroscopy and endometrial biopsy was done on thursday. everything went smooth. no polyps or endometriosis found and cervix dialated. again. (except for the brutal constipation from all the meds....sorry)
*i have decided we will not be cycling in the month of december. i love my husband and don't want to kill him. and i need my job because of the amazing healthcare, i don't want to get fired for yelling at a stupid person. my hair is pretty, i don't want to rip it all out of my head. all things that might happen if i were to add IVF to the rest of the insanity that is december. so maybe i will start bcp in january.
*i have been letting it all hang out so to speak. not worrying about anything IF related since the beginning of october. my break is over.
back to taking care of business. back to weight watchers, prenatal vitamins and all the other supplements. less wine consumption and a little more care of my body and what is left of my egg quality.
i'm still hoping for a 2012 take home baby.....
I'm hoping for that 2012 take home baby for you too, girl :) xo
ReplyDeleteI'll be keeping all things crossed for you and me both for that 2012 baby. Glad to hear you're all right, I was beginning to think you weren't going to blog again. Glad you're back and your plans are all charted out.
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you girl! Glad everything came back normal. Here's to a 2012 baby!
ReplyDeleteYes, 2012 take home baby, for sure. You know I am rooting for you every step of the way :)
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you're back - missed you. 2012 is going to be the year...for many of us! :)
ReplyDeleteGlad to "hear" from you. I echo your hope that you get your take-home baby in 2012.
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping bymy blog from Iclw. I can't imagine what you've been through but I know it's every women's gift to have a child. I don't know how you feel about prayer but I will pray for you :) My daughter is super challenging and I'm a first time mom but I know every day she is a gift. I believe you will have your baby. We got asked the same question over and over when are you having a baby? I told them to stop asking it was stressing me out ( I was 40 at the time) We just relaxed , didn't worry about it and she came. I'm sure you've already tried everything but I will be believing for you for your baby :) And thanks for visiting my blog I love those playhouses too ! One day I trust you'll be buying them for your baby.
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