Sunday, April 18, 2010

Today begins the insanity

This may sound crazy, but,I think taking birth control again is the most daunting thing I have had to do so far in this crazy IF situation. I stopped taking birth control about 5 years ago. I stopped because I took a job in a management position, and I did not think it was appropriate to cry every day, especially if I was to be held accountable for the actions and behavior of a lot of people.
Many times over the last five years I have reflected on that decision as one of the best decisions I have ever made.
Today begins the insanity.
I called DH, who is out of town right now, to let him know that today is the day. He told me he was going to start a pool. Betting squares. Which drugs will make me the most crazy?? Anyone want in? And, he also wants to do little side bets, for instance, how many times can I cry in one day, or what will he have to do to get me to gouge his eye balls out. I love that man....

1 comment:

  1. Hey Jess-thanks for checking out my blog.

    Yeah, my Randy and I talked to your father in law at the last convention we were at together. So happy to hear your IVF cycle is underway! That is my biggest regret...messing around too long before just doing IVF!

    Let me know if you have any questions or just want someone to talk to along the way! You can email me or call me anytime.

    PS-I bet the Follistim makes you most crazy! That or the Lupron!