Sunday, April 18, 2010
Today begins the insanity
This may sound crazy, but,I think taking birth control again is the most daunting thing I have had to do so far in this crazy IF situation. I stopped taking birth control about 5 years ago. I stopped because I took a job in a management position, and I did not think it was appropriate to cry every day, especially if I was to be held accountable for the actions and behavior of a lot of people.
Many times over the last five years I have reflected on that decision as one of the best decisions I have ever made.
Today begins the insanity.
I called DH, who is out of town right now, to let him know that today is the day. He told me he was going to start a pool. Betting squares. Which drugs will make me the most crazy?? Anyone want in? And, he also wants to do little side bets, for instance, how many times can I cry in one day, or what will he have to do to get me to gouge his eye balls out. I love that man....