scared

i'm just scared.

such good news, and i really am trying to stay positive, but really, it's hard.

10 days til the ultrasound. i thought the 2ww was hard. this is terrible. i hope these next 10 days go fast.

so i have been feling ok. not great.
nausea comes and goes everyday. (it's worse when i'm in the car) i have been eating close to every 2 hours, just to keep from feeling sick....
the gas is horrendous!! that's all i can say.....horrendous.
i get tired a lot lately too.
and then there is the feeling.....it's like a constant feeling that something is going on in my ute. it feels kinda cool.
i hope the feeling stays. i don't want it to go away!